Sudden feeling of emptiness…

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I was crying… crying as if  it was only yesterday…

I learned yesterday that my mom’s mother died so I opened the internet and see update on facebook.  I saw pictures of  my aunt while she was still alive, pictures of her younger years..  and then I saw one familiar face… my mom. A sudden feeling of emptiness filled my heart. A longing of  having someone to  kiss, to embrace and  someone to share my  happiness. Tears came flowing down my cheeks… I realized I was crying.  I was alone in our room… so I cry loud. Loud enough to remind me that this is how I cried when my mom died. Then there was a pause…. I was having a hard time to breath… so I stood up and stop crying. I have moved on with the loss long time ago… why am I crying again now? Hmmm… times like this would surely come… I guess.


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